I'm so ridiculously sick.
I feel like I have the flu but a hundred times worse.
Worst is the heartache though, and I feel like if that doesn't heal, then I'll just keep feeling sick.
I know I'm repeating myself but I can't help it. The same thoughts go through my head again and again every single day.
The sick part is that I already know all the answers to the questions I keep asking. At least, the answers that everyone, including him, will tell me. I don't know if I'm paranoid or not, but I don't believe all the things they tell me. I feel as if they're lying to protect me from being hurt.
Anyway.
My new tattoo drawing is finished. It's going on my inner forearm. I can't wait to get it. Hopefully it'll help a bit with my healing. I always feel better after I get inked.
