I hide my pain like the rest of them; that's why I'm always laughing.
I'm troubled, I'm brilliant and miserable too; that's why I am so funny.
I swallow down all my fears with a bottle made of silver.
I've only been here for 17 years, but already my life is over.
My life is like a fairytale that nobody believes in.
I can't remember anything, not the people, not the places I've been.
"Just one more day you can make it", that's what I tell myself.
And everything that I love in life, is killing me, 'cause it's bad for my health.
And I need to unwind, yes.
I need to unwind, yes.
And I want all the time, to be loved, to unwind.
..............
I had a really good week. Kind of. it was up and down but the ups were very high and the downs weren't as low as I'm used to. So... overall. I give it a good.
ps. I spent alot of time with me love. That's mostly why it was good. I can't wait to move in with him. (:
