SO I'M SITTING WITH MY BROTHER NIKOLAS. :)
And we decided to make a few things clear.
Well mainly I'm going to be making things clear, not him. He just agrees with me somewhat but doesn't like to admit it.
First off- In no way is this blog thing serious. I don't want a shitton of followers or whatever. I don't really care if anyone reads it or not. (Though I know people do.) I mostly just do it to vent because to be honest, I don't have anyone to really vent to about shit that goes on in my life. THOUGH, if someone does read it, and can perhaps learn or get something good from it, even if it's just a laugh at my strange life, then that would be amazing.
Second- I was just reading someone elses blog. HE WHO WILL NOT BE NAMED. And it's hilarious to me. This kid takes himself so fucking seriously. The funny thing is, he claims not to. His whole life is one huge hypocrisy. He thinks he's the shit, OBVIOUSLY, but then claims to hate people who act like they're famous and shit. It makes me laugh. Not just haha laugh. But HAR HAR HAR laugh.
Third- I've been listening to the song Blurry by Puddle of Mudd over and over lately.
It pretty much explains what I'm going through, or at least what I'm feeling.
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Everything's so blurry, and everyone's so fake.
And everybody's empty, and everything is so messed up.
Pre-occupied without you, I cannot live at all.
My whole world surrounds you, I stumble then crawl.
You could be my someone, you could be my scene.
You know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene.
I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are.
There's oceans inbetween us, but that's not very far.
Everyone is changing, there's no one left that's real.
To make up your own ending, and let me know just how you feel.
Cause I am lost without you, I cannot live at all.
My whole world surrounds you, I stumble then I crawl.
La la la.
Song times over now.
I have so much to do.
I can't stop thinking about him and how he's doing.
Only 27 more days to go.
